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The drill that pierced through the heavens [
10/2/07 - 12:04 am
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Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
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8/8/07 - 9:14 pm
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It's funny how when you're angry or frustrated, a loud, often violent outburst at the next random object you see releases all that tension and leaves you with a momentary high. Like an angergasm.
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8/3/07 - 5:53 pm
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4 Evangelion remake movies coming out, First one on September 1, from what I know it covers episodes 1 - 6, then from there the 2nd movie which comes out in 2008 and introduces new elements such as a new character and a new mech, 3rd and 4th movie come out side by side (i'm guessing around 2009), and is supposed to conclude the series in a different way, this makes me anxious/nervous/excited all at the same time, it's gonna be a long wait but I'll be patient. This series after all has to be one of the biggest influences in my life.

The opening song for (at least) the first movie is Beautiful World by Utada Hikaru, listening to it in juxtaposition with the trailer nearly brings me to tears. I miss EVA, I can't even describe how I feel now that it's coming back. Now to sit and wait patiently for 2 years.

The End.
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8/1/07 - 3:22 pm
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Saishu Heiki Kanojo, Saikano, She, The Ultimate Weapon, whatever you want to call it, you have to watch/read it. The end
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pardon the length, I forgot how to lj-cut [
7/27/07 - 11:25 pm
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I am writing this sentence. Well, actually, I'm typing it. Not very efficiently I might add. I never really formally learned to type. I usually use just 3 fingers on each hand, it feels a bit awkward, I can feel a little struggle, but it works for me. Yep... So... why am I talking about this nonsense? Simple, I thought I'd take a little exercise in writing, er... typing. It's been ages since I've done this, or at least, wanted to do this. To be honest, I am forcing myself a bit, pushing in some effort where my body refuses to naturally flow it. This is a filler sentence.

I used to be passionate about blogging, I'd take the time to remember all the interesting points of my day and try to talk about it as wittily as possible. So yeah I mentioned passion, well passion's gone friends. Not just for blogging, or writing, or anything for that matter. I've lost passion for everything. I've become... a zombie if you will, wake up, get on the computer, do mindless things, kill time. Do I enjoy it? Yes, to an extent, it entertains me, keeps me "happy". Hell, I don't even go to school, or work, or do anything productive, I just leech off of my hardworking mother. She doesn't even know that I haven't been to school in about a year. I'm a great liar like that. She'll eventually find out the truth, I'll probably get kicked out of my house and I would most likely just kill myself. "ZOMG WHY!?!?", you ask? Well, the easy answer is, I've given up on life, on living, on all this good stuff. I just drift on day to day without purpose, yep that's what I'm doing. You see, people usually have this thing that gets them through life, I think it was called ambition... Or was it dreams... No that's kinda homo, let's just call it... a metaphorical fire under their ass. Mine went out a while ago, so here I am sitting in a pile of ashes rotting. Ooooh, I just deleted a couple sentences that were supposed to be here. Hehe, they were garbage anyway, a forced attempt at being witty/smart/funny you know, the things the ladies like. Man, I've failed, I've gotten bored of typing. I thought that maybe if I tried hard enough, I could get a little something going on and just throw all my garbage issues out in the form of digital letters and be cured of my lack of everything. Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla.


Save me.
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5/27/07 - 2:25 am
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I am dead to the social world, anything beyond the walls of this apartment has no idea that I exist, I might as well cease to. Just disappear.
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4/25/07 - 3:34 pm
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Three things that saved the world. [
4/23/07 - 5:59 pm
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1. The terms "Snow White" and "Sleeping Beauty"

2. The quote "The ponytail you had back whenever... It looked so good it was criminal"

3. A kiss.
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4/22/07 - 11:48 pm
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Haruhi Suzumiya is god.
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4/12/07 - 10:51 pm
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For some reason I find it incredibly sexy when a girl's voice gets all raspy because she's sick.
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3/12/07 - 2:36 am
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If I don't find a reason to live for before June/ Get this shit out of the way by June. My life is fucked and I will probably start seriously contemplating killing myself.
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1/1/07 - 11:59 am
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:/
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12/30/06 - 9:32 am
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I like you, I'm drawn to you, I think about you more than I'm comfortable with, you make me happy but at the same time you give me this sadness, this beautiful beautiful sadness. I know liking you will lead to me inevitably getting hurt because I know you don't feel the same way, but that doesn't really matter. I would love it if you did, but I'm perfectly fine sitting here hurting, It's... kind of comforting. Talk about doomed.
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12/4/06 - 8:14 am
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This girl says smashing. I love her.
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12/3/06 - 12:05 pm
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Ergo Proxy has such a "doomed" opening sequence. I love it. http://youtube.com/watch?v=XY11e5KQfGg
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12/2/06 - 9:55 am
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Descartes is sitting in a bar, having a drink. The bartender asks him if he would like another. "I think not," he says, and vanishes.
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12/2/06 - 9:18 am
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I have a strange fascination for hopelessness. It's quite lovely. I've always pictured how it would be like being on the edge of despair, barely keeping ones's sanity in check. Living with the knowledge that all is lost and nothing more can be gained. Living for the sake of seeing the end that one has accepted as the inevitable outcome. Living in futility. Futility. I stare at that word while my cursor blinks. I find it oddly comforting, beautiful in a way. Accepting the futility of one's struggle against an inevitable outcome. Shedding the useless, no, futile optimism one normally has when looking at a bleak situation. Accepting one's fate so to speak. Acceptance. Acceptance of all that has come to pass, and of things that will come to pass. Acceptance of reality in it's entirety.
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10/28/06 - 3:42 am
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If everything goes as planned, tomorrow night shall be a night of drunken debauchery. Since it's a pre-halloween shitface fest I'm probably gonna be a drunk box, or a drunk internet pirate, or both.

and LUZ!! THERE I AM UPDATING!!!11!!!11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I don't appreciate how you used me to kill time to wait for the bus. HMPH. jk
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10/26/06 - 12:01 am
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I had fried chicken and beer for breakfast.
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10/22/06 - 4:17 pm
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can ctrl+alt+del reset a heart?
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